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"Everyday, is something to look forward to" - Amaryllis
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 Sweeta, 14 Greendale sec, 2E2'10 I'm a girl with unusual habits Don't judge me; you only see, what i choose to show I'm a bimbo, so what? I'm Imperfect - but, i'm perfectly me
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I'm gone
Monday, May 31, 2010
I know, i've not been blogging for 1234567years. Well, 'cause i've been creating a new Tumblr account. I won't be updating my blog anymore. Instead, i'll post every single detail of my lifestory(literally), here. It's up to you, if you wanna relink me. But, i'd be really grateful, if you do. Thanks&goodbye, mofos :)Batu yang belum bersalah
Monday, May 17, 2010
 - Perkara Sebelum Kahwin... Dan Kemudian, Selepas Kahwin 1) ANGKATKAN BEG Sebelum kahwin: "Come sayang, let me carry the bag for u. Kesian u.." Selepas kahwin: "Beg u pun u malas nak bawak. Lain kali takyah bawak beg ar!" 2) TERSUNGKUR BATU Sebelum kahwin: "Sayang, intan payung, you ok tak darling? Bodoh punye batu!" Selepas kahwin: "Jalan betol-betol la! Buta ke? Mata letak kat mana? Lutut? Batu tu punye besar pun tak nampak!" 3) PAKAI SEXY Sebelum kahwin: "Lawanye u pakai baju ni. Sexy! Mcm nak gigit-gigit you skarang jugak!" Selepas kahwin: "Ni ape ni, tetek terjojol, nampak longkang! Ngan babat berlipat-lipat! Tak malu ke?" 4) MANJA DI PUBLIC Sebelum kahwin: "Manjenye syg I ni. Cium cikit syg! Firm nye pipi u!" Selepas kahwin: "Oi! Org tengok ah! Tunggu balik rumah bole tak? Tak tahu malu ke orang tengok??" 5) KEMPUNAN Sebelum kahwin: "U nak makan Burger Ramly? Ok, jap I fikir kat mana ada pasar malam. I gi cari, I belikan eh syg.." Selepas kahwin: "Burger McDonald pun sama per! Jangan cerewet ah! Makan je, taknak sudah!" 6) KECANTIKAN Sebelum kahwin: "Cantik nyer u hari ni.. Eyeshadow u lawa la! Berseri-seri muka u!" Selepas kahwin: "Ape ni make up macam tepung gomak? Wayang pekji pn kalah tau!" 7) KEKAYAAN Sebelum kahwin: "U takde banyak duit pun, I tetap sayang u. Kekayaan tak menjanjikan kebahagiaan." Selepas kahwin: "Tu la, dulu taknak blajar betul-betul.. Skarang baru nak menyesal!" 8) SEX Sebelum kahwin: "Kalau kita kahwin, hari-hari I nak main dgn u." Selepas kahwin: "Eh, I penat tau! Ingat I robot ke? Gatal!" 9) KESABARAN Sebelum kahwin: "Dahlah syg, jgn merajuk. Sorry eh syg. Memang salah I. Jgn merajuk lagi ye syg.. I mintak maaf. Maafkan i eh?" Selepas kahwin: "Salah u, u nk suruh I ckp sorry? Banyak cantik muka u! Dah buat salah taknak mengaku. Tau nak merajuk jer!" 10) MASAKAN Sebelum kahwin: "Sedapnye u masak.." (Walaupun tak sedap.) Selepas kahwin: "Mak u tak ajar masak ke? Ni Nasi Lemak ke nasi basi?" 11) DUIT NO PROBLEM Sebelum kahwin: "Sayang, kite makan dekat restaurant mahal tu eh? Mahal sikit takpe lah, skali skale.." Selepas kahwin: "Mak oi! Peh mahal! Dah la! Mee goreng mamak lagi sdap. Tak mau ah!" 12) LUV PEGI LUV BALIK Sebelum kahwin: "Bye syg, I luv u too. Muaks! Miss u la syg." (Padahal semalam baru jumpa.) Selepas kahwin: "Ah, ok bye! Tak boleh lah. Kawan I ade ni! Bye la bye la!" 13) PENGORBANAN Sebelum kahwin: "Takper syg, I tak kisah. I sanggup buat apa sajer untuk u. I fetch you later k?" Selepas kahwin: "U ni, I penat baru balik kerja la. Apa salahnya u balik sendiri. Manja sangat lah!" 14) JUMPA LAMBAT Sebelum kahwin: "Takpe syg. Asalkan u selamat sampai." Selepas kahwin: "Takpe la. Dah biasa dah!" 15) BUANG ANGIN Sebelum kahwin: "U kentot eh syg? Hehehehehe! Cute la u ni!" *cubit-cubit* Selepas kahwin: "Oi, asal bole kentot je eh!" *pukul-pukul badan* Life's good
Friday, May 14, 2010
 Life's been great, 'nuff said. And, i loooooooooove♥ my buds! (: Exams're finally here. History&math was on Thursday, history was a killer. Today's English&MT. So far, so good. At this rate i'm going, insya'Allah, i'll ace my tests. Amin ^^ I'm done
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
I'm done trying to be the perfect daughter.I'm done trying to be strong. I'm done trying to cheer others up. I'm done trying to be happy. I'm done with trying. I'm done with life. All i really wanna do is break down and cry. But, i can't - i'm all out of tears. Seriously, FUCK MY LIFE! Examssssssss!
Monday, May 10, 2010
"Fight and push harder, for what you believe in. You would be surprised, that you're much stronger that you think" - Lady Gaga Peek-a-boo, i see you! Actually, i really don't feel like updating - lazy+extralazy = you get the picture? But, Azri said i should :/ So, a short post, okay? It's been a week since the breakup. And, Alhamdulillah, i'm coping. I'm finally accepting the truth. Amin! (: Exam's starting this Thursday - Maths paper 1 and 'something else', *starts to panic*. To top it of, i lost my notes file(a file where i keep all my notes, for every subject). Allah, how can i be so careless?! Ugh, i hate myself, sometimes :/ - @8.37pm I know what i said earlier 'bout my notes file being missing. Well, i found it. It was in my sister's school bag -.-' Feeling so damn bored, right now. All my chat buddies aren't on :/ At least, my sister seem to be 'enjoying' herself - she's singing her heart out. Padehal padehal, suare macam katak panggel hujan. Haiyo~! Nevermind, i'll use this time to create my new Tumblr account, jyeah. Kkay, byeeeee (: Ironic
Saturday, May 8, 2010
10922) I still have feelings for my ex, and it hurts me a lot inside. Especially with the fact that i ended it. Wow, how ironic can reality get? But, at least it's good to know that i'm not the only one going through this ^^ YOU DESERVE ME!
Friday, May 7, 2010
 It could have been me, if you wanted it to be. I can't change anything, if you don't want it to happen. Now, i finally know the reason why. And, i'm trying my best to move on. They say, 'time heals all wounds', right? I just hope it won't affect my exams. I think i'll flunk my english and mother tongue paper 1. 'Cause, i kept thinking of him. Karma stinks! Why'd everything have to happen, now? At this crucial timing? I'm just a sucker for love
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
"If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behaviour. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartaches. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never let a man know everything. He'll use it against you, later. He is a man; nothing more, nothing less. Never let a man define who you are. Dating is fun, even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr Right. You're the best thing that could ever happen to anyone. And, if a man mistreats you, he'll miss out on a good thing. If he was attracted to you in the 1st place, just know that he's not the only one. They're all watching you, so you have a lot of choices. Make the right one."@Dalilah's blog I know, i said that i'd be MIA-ing, 'til after MYE. But, i can't stand this feeling anymore - the feeling of bottling up your problems. Yeah, i've told 'em to my listening ears♥, but it still hurts. Y'know that feeling? I've broken up with Zaki. Yeah, that #%&^$%& sweettalker. The ironic thing is, i hate sweettalkers. So, it really is a wonder, how i could've loved you, in the first place. I must be blinded by all your "love letters, pretty lies etc". I must be stupid to have thought that you're THE ONE. The one, different from the rest. Yeah, right. You said, and i quote "that you keep falling in love with me, everyday". What a load of bullshit! And, to top it off, you actually put the blame on me. Maybe, i was the one to ask for a break. But, did you ask yourself, 'why'? You told my friends that you didn't wanna fight back, 'cause, i've made up my mind'. Did it even occur to you, that maybe i made up my mind, 'cause you've made up yours? Guess not. Everything's my fault, even down to the most littlest detail. You'll always find a way to turn the problem upside down, and blame it on me. Must be your talent. Before we were even together, you told me that you were once a player. But, you've changed. Usually, i don't believe it when players say they've "changed". But somehow, i broke my own promise, and went ahead, into this relationship. Only to get a heartache, in return. Guess i'm just a sucker for love, huh? They say 'you choose to get hurt, when you choose to fall in love'. I never quite got what it meant, before. 'Cause, i'll always ask myself, "then, why do you choose to fall in love?". I finally realise that it's nothing that you can control. That feeling. But, is it worth it? When the other half doesn't even care anymore. I just hope that you're just as broken up, as me. You don't even realise that my heart is breaking, as i type this. I feel like i've been punched in the chest, everytime i hear your name/think of you. But, what do you care, right? Wait, you don't. Lastly, i wanna thank you - for making me feel like a useless-miseable-pathetic loser. Thank you, so very much ^^ I know, this post won't do me any good. It won't change what has happened, it won't change the past, it won't change my feelings towars you (yet). But, all i can do, for now, is to pray that i'll get over this heartache, asap.
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