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I'm just a sucker for love

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

"If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behaviour. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartaches. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never let a man know everything. He'll use it against you, later. He is a man; nothing more, nothing less. Never let a man define who you are. Dating is fun, even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr Right. You're the best thing that could ever happen to anyone. And, if a man mistreats you, he'll miss out on a good thing. If he was attracted to you in the 1st place, just know that he's not the only one. They're all watching you, so you have a lot of choices. Make the right one."

@Dalilah's blog

I know, i said that i'd be MIA-ing, 'til after MYE. But, i can't stand this feeling anymore - the feeling of bottling up your problems. Yeah, i've told 'em to my listening ears♥, but it still hurts. Y'know that feeling?

I've broken up with Zaki. Yeah, that #%&^$%& sweettalker. The ironic thing is, i hate sweettalkers. So, it really is a wonder, how i could've loved you, in the first place. I must be blinded by all your "love letters, pretty lies etc". I must be stupid to have thought that you're THE ONE. The one, different from the rest. Yeah, right. You said, and i quote "that you keep falling in love with me, everyday". What a load of bullshit! And, to top it off, you actually put the blame on me. Maybe, i was the one to ask for a break. But, did you ask yourself, 'why'? You told my friends that you didn't wanna fight back, 'cause, i've made up my mind'. Did it even occur to you, that maybe i made up my mind, 'cause you've made up yours? Guess not. Everything's my fault, even down to the most littlest detail. You'll always find a way to turn the problem upside down, and blame it on me. Must be your talent. Before we were even together, you told me that you were once a player. But, you've changed. Usually, i don't believe it when players say they've "changed". But somehow, i broke my own promise, and went ahead, into this relationship. Only to get a heartache, in return. Guess i'm just a sucker for love, huh? They say 'you choose to get hurt, when you choose to fall in love'. I never quite got what it meant, before. 'Cause, i'll always ask myself, "then, why do you choose to fall in love?". I finally realise that it's nothing that you can control. That feeling. But, is it worth it? When the other half doesn't even care anymore. I just hope that you're just as broken up, as me. You don't even realise that my heart is breaking, as i type this. I feel like i've been punched in the chest, everytime i hear your name/think of you. But, what do you care, right? Wait, you don't. Lastly, i wanna thank you - for making me feel like a useless-miseable-pathetic loser. Thank you, so very much ^^

I know, this post won't do me any good. It won't change what has happened, it won't change the past, it won't change my feelings towars you (yet). But, all i can do, for now, is to pray that i'll get over this heartache, asap.